Just Because

How I act before I go to the store knowing he’s working that day

How I react on the outside when he says “Hello” to me.

 but i can’t hold it for long and end up grinning like this  He ends up giving me that look  *I think he “knows” but i’m not quite sure.

How I act when I get to the counter with my stuff unable to look him in the eye when he says “Hello” again to me as he continues to smile at me. *Btw he totally got a hair cut, it could just be my hormones saying this but he looked “HOT!”*

How I react on the inside when his hands brush against mine as he hands me back my change

 but I can’t let him see that so I react like this on the outsidealthough with my hands I try to make it look like i’m pushing strands of my hair back.

This him the whole time through the situation; still smirking like the whole thing is funny.

This me on the way to car, his soft, warm hand touched my hand …YES

* I know I really do need to get a hobby. Or at least say something more than “hey”* As for right now I shall wallow in my happiness. To quote Beyonce in her song ‘countdown’ “…My girls can’t tell me nothing, i’m gone in the brain…”

What makes a transcript official versus unofficial  […Official transcripts are printed on security paper with the official University of Wisconsin-Madison seal as well as the signature of the Registrar. The security paper will render the official transcripts void if they are photocopied, scanned, or faxed and have watermark safety mechanisms. The transcript is then given to the student (or mailed to the requested destination) in a sealed envelope. A hand-carried transcript is considered unofficial if opened before reaching its final destination…}

Simply put, because it was never in a sealed envelope (the only people who saw it were the ppl in the registrars office and the ppl in admission, I never saw the damn thing) and because it was sent  through a social media its considered unofficial and thus my application can’t be taken into consideration. Even though the “official copy” is on its way to the school via snail mail.

We live in a technical digital era, why someone has not amended this rule is beyond me. I think there should be exceptions rules. I still think the application should be looked with the unofficial transcript until the real “official copy” shows up. Basically they will both have the same information on it!

Okay so i’m waiting to hear back from my final Grad school, I get an email about two days ago telling me they are not going to look at my application because they did not receive my transcripts in on time. The admission people did tell me that I was sending the transcript to the wrong place. The place on the website that I got the building address from did NOT have the suite number on it, so the last three times when i kept resending it went to the campus just not the right Suite number. On May 22, I resent it out this time with the Suite number on the address, contacted them two days ago and they are telling me they still have not received it. Now i’m getting upset by the May 29th they should have gotten the transcript.

I have accepted the rejection thus far and have been really cool about it. But I cannot accept having my application not even be considered b/c some idiot at my last school didn’t send the transcript out!

So I contacted the Grad school explained my situation and basically begged them to take a look at my application, they’ll do it but they need the transcript. So i contacted my undergrad school today they said “oh we got your request processed it and sent it out yesterday it should be there soon!” Me: “that’s great but can you fax them the copy? i’m already pass the deadline for the transcript to be in, they need the transcripts today!”  Them: Okay, we’ll process it then send out!  and so a representative within the psychology department is like “that’s great, but did you contact admission to see if they would accept a fax copy as “official?”   i’m reading the screen thinking to myself “Fuck…My…Life”  I finally get the damn train moving and now it still might not be consider all do to some technicality paper thickness and a part of the paper saying “Official Copy” . So now i’m waiting for Admissions to get back to me so I can get back to psychology department , so they can give it to head guy to decide on if he wants me there or not!

Needless to say, this is a lot of work to get my seventy dollars worth of the application fee! Its one thing to get rejected b/c the school doesn’t want me, or they have “better qualified candidates”- Whatever the hell that’s suppose to mean. But to not be considered over something that really was NOT my fault; THAT I am not okay with. *Fingers crossed* lets hope things work out for me! Cuz seriously i need a freakin’ miracle over here!s